April 18th
The day when it was time for me to leave my home for 2 years and my love came 🙁 but it’s not an goodbye it’s a see you later! After saying my see you later to Nick’s family he drove me to the airport. We walked in and checked in, both of us cause Nick had bought a refundable ticket so he could go through security and follow me to my gate. At the gate we both sat down and the tears and the fact that I was soon leaving kicked in 🙁 We didnt had that much time but no time would have been enough to say goodbye. We hugged and kept in touch as long as we could before I entered the gate. With tears in my eyes I took my seat and just wished I was already home. I slept the whole ride and when I landed in Sweden I started crying again relived and excited to be back home but also to the fact that we were now so far away from each other and won’t see each other for like 2 months! I got off the plane and went to wait for my bags……..that never came cause they were still in Amsterdam where I had my stop. Without bags I walked out to the terminal where my grandma, grandpa and dad waited and the tears started again, it was so good to see them again after over a year!

“So it’s not gonna be easy. It’s gonna be really hard. And we’re gonna have to work at this every day, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, forever, you and me, every day…”<3 <3 – The Notebook